About Me
- Tracy
- This is about my struggles in Trying to Conceive our first child. I am no longer going to do this in silence. Hopefully this helps others along the way as well. God Answers Prayers, just not in the timing I always like.
Saturday, December 8, 2012
It is CD 6, and I think I am crazy....
I may be going crazy, who knows. Yesterday I said I wasn't going to symptom check. Well I mean the two week wait, but here is the deal. I have been peeing like crazy. That should be done with. When Aunt Flo is in town, I always have to pee like crazy, but yesterday it seemed like every 30 mins to and hour I had to pee. Not just the crazy I think I have to pee and then I don't really, no my bladder was completely full to the point it would give me that little cramp of you better pee right now. I have also been having sharp shooting pains that go away quickly in the uterus area. Along with strange things happening to the girls.
This is why I feel like I am going crazy. I never have these symptoms unless I am in the two week wait. I know that Aunt Flo just visited, and in fact I thought she had left, and came back for a quick 12 hour visit of light spotting Thursday to Friday. The weird part was it wasn't like her normal visit. I really don't know what to think. I want to pee on a stick for the heck of it. Just to see, but the rational side of me says there is no way. Whereas the weepy girl who shows her ugly head over the littlest things the last two weeks hasn't gone away. AAAHHH I am going crazy!!!!
Today I will be seeing the husband's family. If they ask about babies, I am vowing to be honest. If I cry, I cry, but I will be honest and straight forward. We want to have children, it isn't for a lack of trying, I have underlying health issues that could be causing infertility, and we have started the process with the Dr to figure out what is wrong with me. Please keep us in your prayers. Simple right? It is easy to say here, but in reality who knows what will happen.
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