focusing on myself....

So peed on the test yesterday and it was negative. Don't know what my body is doing to me. I have been nauseous since before AF, and it really hasn't gone away. On the bright side that keeps me from eating a lot, and my weight has gone down.

I left this weekend feeling good about the whole trying to conceive situation. My husband's family was wonderful, or at least the ones that I talked to about it. Ok they are all awesome, but the support and love I received from the ones who talked to me was awesome. I am grateful that God placed them in my life.

This month I think I will focus on my weight and being healthy. I am not skinny, not even close to it. So this month instead of focusing on getting pregnant, I am going to focus on making myself healthier. Who knows maybe in the process I will get pregnant. At moment though, those pesky grades are going to put themselves into the computer, I should probably work on that.