Dr's results

Went to dr today. Was told that I am not ovulating. Not a surprise. In 2007, I was told that I would need help with conceiving. I was told last year that since my pituitary tumor went away I should have no problems. I was told in June when I said to my Doctor that I was ready to start trying to have children, that I should have no problems, and that in a year we can look into the reasons why we aren't having children. That was not ok with me. I was screaming out for a doctor to listen. I knew in June and July when I was having an extremely long period, and they have gotten even weirder that there was an issue, but no one would listen. My husband was sure it was him, but I always knew there was an issue with me. It is my hormones. It is my body.

I knew all this. i didn't know how hard it was going to be to hear what I already knew. I am out this month. No christmas miracle for me. Right now all I can do is just enjoy life, focus on work, and pray that God will provide that miracle for me.